chocolate 18th birthday

Many thanks to everyone who sent me their wishes, celebrated with me and gave me the wonderful presents. Also, thanks to the surprises that really made me feel touched! =)

and i'm finally 18! wooohoooo.
an adult at last.
felt so much more matured now.
no longer a kid. darn.

just found one other person with the same birthday as me today.
haha. what a surprise.
12:32 AM


dear lecturers

dear lecturers,

i think we are worn out yet again.
thanks alot for helping us achieve that.
we sincerely appreciate the amount of work u gave us.
trying all out to ensure that we make use of every bit of our time for your work.
no doubt, its an extremely well collaborated effort by all of you.

we would like to extend our heartfelt gratitude to all of the lecturers, especially when you guys never fail to do that, not even once.

warmest regards,
tecky
patriot of 2a01 psychology and community services diploma course
11:45 PM


ipod nano

my mum got a ipod nano from her dinner and dance.
DARN.
and she's keeping it for herself.
DAMN.
best, she doesn't know how to use a computer.
GREAT.
11:00 PM


tagged

since i was tagged, might as well just do it. =)

1) What do you want most?
to travel around the world

2) Where do you want to go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
HAWAII

3) What's your favorite thing to do?
Sleep & piano

4) Do you think money can buy you happiness?
if my happiness is when my friends are happy, i guess it can. hahaha.
hint- friends. u people are materialistic. ooops.

5) If you can have one dream come true, what would it be?
To be rich! that will fulfil my dream. =)

6) Do you believe that you can live without money?
yeah. why not? if the society is generous enough

7) Who do you want to be with right now?
friends

8) What is love?
love is the feeling of self sacrificing for another person

9) What do you dream about of doing in the future?
Air steward!

10) List 3 good point about the person who has tagged you.
Hmmmmm. fun, chatty, jovial

11) What makes you happy?
friends happy. and to tour the world!

12) What type of person do you hate the most?
hatred will only seep deeper into us.. =)

13) Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
2 years poly + 2 years army + 4 years uni + 2 years air steward.
probably working as a air steward!!!

14) At what age do you intend to marry?
30

15) How many children do you intend to have? Boy or Girl?
11 kids. no preference.

16) What I wished for?
happiness

17) If you had a chance to change your life, what would you want to change?
To get back my pre-spec eyes. =)

18) If you can be one type of food, what would it be?
errm. rice. everyone's staple food.

19) Are you courageous enough to tell a person you like her?
yeah. why not lol.

20) If u are invisible for 24 hours, what would you want to do?
tag along a long lost friend.

Instruction:Remove 1 questions from above & add 1 as your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 7 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them that they have been tagged.

You. the one who is reading my blog.
thanks for contributing your time to someone who needed it more.
1:11 AM


parallel

thanks to the helpdesk at 46 for fixing my com. =)
u guys are really great and nice people.

and now i know. how cold it was.
to be without a laptop.
and received more than once 'serve u right'.
be it explicitly or implicitly,
thanks alot people. u guys made my day(s).

its gonna rain now. how parallel it is.
6:54 PM


sleepless

my parents, my brother and my dog are still awake watching some video.
darn inspiring.
3:24 AM


random thoughts

What is your greatest worry if your boyfriend goes abroad for a period of time?
Girl: Him getting another girlfriend and break up with me.

What is your greatest worry if your girlfriend goes abroad for a period of time?
Guy: Her

what a difference in responses. sigh.
12:36 AM


happy bdae bryan

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY BRYAN!!!!
11:59 PM


no accidents

just realised it has been a week plus since i last updated.
and today is already the third day into the hols.
with lots of work no doubt.
reports, essays, presentations, brochures, counselling sessions.
oya. and studying for the exams.
studying? wait till we finish all that shit load of work.

visited ed in the afternoon.
some bad infection. sigh.
there goes many prospects.
take care and get well soon. =)

watched narnia with rotaract pp on sunday.
haha. quite nice.

watched kungfu panda with huiyi, singchun on monday.
damn funny. great movie to watch.
enjoyed the time together. after soooo long.

better start work soon arh.
dreaming, of then.
2:00 AM


Pre University Seminar

in heidi's class waiting for my turn to present the e-journal.
so decided to just type out the 5 days at pre u sem.

first day, met up in school with the team, carrying a hell lot of stuff.
bused to ntu. collected the seminar package and went to my dorm.
room mate was wilbert! from njc.
went back to mph 15 and split into groups.
SG 14! wooohooo.
had some ice breaking games. rather new though.
went for tea in between. and dinner after the games.
dinner was UNAGI DON! wooohooo. love it man.
after dinner was slack and bathing time.
finished up brain and behaviour essay in the break too.
at 10, its supper time!
lol. 6 meals a day. getting damn fat.

woke up tuesday 6am. darn.
changed into formal. and went for the opening ceremony.
and the rest of the day was abit off and on.
caught a flu that lasted till now. sigh.
parallel presentations, panel discussions.
then went on for digital chase!
Ashok! U're the man!
after digital chase, ate salmon don for dinner.
went back dorm and rest early.

woke up wednesday 6am. darn again.
changed into formal for parallel presentations and panel discussions.
after lunch went for sandcastle briefing and discussion.
watched Joni's Promise for the Asian Film Fest.
damn great movie! and funny. =)
dinner was UNAGI DON again! WOOOHOOO.
talk cock with the ID club. Intellectually Disabled club. lol.
watched V for Vendetta in Marcus room with the guys.
played slapjack(introduced by julian) and indian poker when Ashok returned.
Ashok is damn good in tricking others. lol.
damn fun. slept at 1 plus.

woke up at 615. darn. darn. darn.
changed into formal for parallel presentations and panel discussions.
after lunch bused to east coast park for sandcastle challenge.
embarked on our 1.5m tower. and had a great time enjoying the process.
the rain didn dampen our spirits, the sun didn dry out our passion. =)
had our packed dinner by the beach, gazing at the sunset.
bused back to dorms. changed and started playing cards in Marcus's room again.
this time with the addition of the girls.
more and more people playing indian poker and forfeits of truth and dare.
shifted to the lounge when it got really stuffy.
at about 2, the stoned-face discipline teacher came and chased us out.
sneaked up to the girls bunk and left at 3.

woke up at 620. i see light. somewhere.
changed to formal and waited till 10 for the guest of honour.
he didn speak a single word and the ceremony ended.
brunch and chatted with SG 14 for 2 hours.
went back dorms, check out and hitched a ride from Joyce.
thanks alot. =)

roughly typed out the sequence of the events for the 5 days.
and its not my turn yet!
I WANT TO PRESENT AND GO FOR LUNCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
12:05 PM


pre u sem pictures

these pictures should explain it all. =)








































6:23 PM


Back

back from pre u sem.
just woke up.
after 21 hours of sleep.
and realised that 5 days went by.
and i seemed to be the one that froze in time.

back to reality.
update on pre u sem later.
1:11 PM


6 years

donno how long more i can sustain,
u are losing me, while i have already lost u.
its all up to u. now.

6 years.
someday, it will not seem that long to me anymore.
1:48 AM


NP 4 Myanmar

NP 4 MYANMAR has come to an end on Friday.
it was no doubt a successful effort by the school.
Many thanks to director Mrs Choo especially for her relentless support and networking.
Many thanks to lecturers for supporting us and helping in every ways they could.
Many thanks to students and friends who volunteered and those who donated.

inspiring i should say.
we rushed several days to plan and organise.
and it turned out really great.
really encouraged by the juniors enthusiasm and attitude. =)
a good deed by ngee ann polytechnic! 3 cheers!
for the heart and compassion, and for the victims.
we sincerely pray for u.

went for pcs bbq after packing.
had a great time, especially when i'm the sober one lol.
thanks shuxian for organising and planning the whole event.
it was great!!! =)

went for lynn's bbq today after piano.
chatted with the society people.
thanks lynn for the invitation! really enjoyed it. haha. =)

went for Rotaract fellowship event.
great job people. haha =)
1:16 AM


A Dollar A Person

and i hoped. so much that u were referring to me.
that could be such a relief and heartwarming personal message.
but still. it was a hope.
its ok. im proud of the team. =)

NP4MYANMAR
Raising funds for Myanmar victims!
15th 16th May 2008. Atrium.
Please help to donate.
We need everyone's dollar!
12:50 AM


there

Go for your service for all u want
Go for your complaining sessions for all u want
Go for your dates for all u want.

i don think u are here anymore.
5:42 PM


flooded

went to NP choir concert at nafa lee foundation theatre.
with bk, fas, br, sx, serf, manhong, jiahui, xinyee, yc.
quite nice! =) lol.
raked up few memories of my primary 6 years.
that was fun back then. though nervous.

went to tcc at bugis after the concert.
had my usual oreo mocha. WOOOOHOOO!
love it to bits.

made a few major calls this week.
got myself quite into a trance and jumped at a few conclusions.
first, i terminated my piano lessons and this will be last month.
damn it. and felt so guilty to keith after that.
when he had just reserved a theory book for me.
second, gotta start working like real hard.
glen's assignment is due this thurs.
and mine's in a mess. oh no.
coupled with quite alot of stuff that are still dangling.
why am i making everyone wait?

i want to meet up with rick and yiming.
haven talk to them for quite some time.
perhaps its only "i want to".
damn it! meet up with me! i want to talk to u!
went to max bbq yesterday night after music lessons.
haha. really enjoyed it.
and it was zhuang wei's bdae! happy birthdaY!
then stayed up overnight watching some movies.
angie, zhiwei, yuci, gl, zirui, max, and me.
many many thanks to max for hosting the bbq. =)
12:33 AM


crisis. major

half yearly event i guess.
why? really donno.
aint feeling good every time it happens.
just keep shut. rather.

this fundamental problem has been formed since sem 1.
and did we actually address it?
not even today i guess.
and nope. im not saying about any person here.
but the dynamics. the organisation. the culture.
what actually went wrong?

can't we just thrash things out like a drunken circle?
afraid not. till everyone's ready to speak.
with a candid heart.
with an embracing sincerity.
with the regained trust in ourselves.

have we lost ourselves in this ordeal to achieve?
perhaps just the innocence. that purity. and that tinge of naiveness.

crisis. major.
panic. yet again.
just 2 days after i finished updating part of the profile in the class blog.
and so inspiring it sure did. that the class is in such a dire state.

class pullover on indefinite stall.
no one will be able to appreciate it at this moment.
11:05 PM


reason

Why did u come back despite having to teach something that was not what u wanted?
Because of all of you.

my heart melted when his passion for teaching engulfed me.
3:22 PM


2nd chance

thanks ngee ann for that second chance. =)

and specom was quite nice actually!
more to learn. more to stress upon. lol.
we can all scream them out in the lifts ya. =p
12:22 AM


drained

first week of school is over.
rather fast. and first assignment is already given to us.
with the first and ever homework to do for tutorial. =(
dry modules with new lecturers. bad times.
but luckily not examinable. the total killers. haha.
week 6 e learning. MUST make sure year 2s can go visit prison too man.

had my rest this week.
more than the combined past 7 weeks of supposedly hols.
sleep and sleep and sleep.
lots of stuff not done yet though.
gotta get a damn planner. and notebook.

seems like i lost my blogging touch.
after a long period. no longer have that feeling towards writing a blog.
or even that capability of making the post an interesting one.
intellectually drained. an excuse no doubt.

gonna watch nj strings at esplanade with ithai peeps tonight.
12:46 PM


hms foc 08

woooo. hms foc is over!!
love the campus night.
and guarding the toilets. o.0"

post thai trip presentation is over too!
love the montage! oops. =)
looking forward to meeting the nj folks again.
at the strings concert. gogo.

and school has just started.
my hols finally arrived! wooo.
ironic.
11:01 AM


pre foc

finally i have time to blog!
after so long. sigh.
didn manage to blog the singapore flyer and stuff.
busy. and tired. haha.
now preparation camp to brief about tomorrow's foc.
many things more to do.
gogo! i want school to start.
lol. abit ironic.
and my hols are gone. just like that.
when did it ever came in the first place.
10:25 AM


emotion contagion

wanted to blog something great about yesterday's flyer
and today's symposium.
but aint feeling that great for the moment.
perhaps tomorrow then update about those.

just hope that emotions weren't that contagious.
really hope i could be of some help. =)
12:53 AM


guilty

yay. the JRA training for now is over.
two days of training. rather fun.

today's speaker is j.marshall.
a prof and psychologist.
then we had our mbti test.
and given a book of all the explanations.
must be damn expensive.
and the funiest part came.
he ended the day training with a psychotherapy or sort.
to help us relax and allow us to explore our direction.
and i actually fell asleep during it.
worse, leon said i snored twice.
hahaha. so bad lol. so i totally failed the therapy.

tomorrow hms camp meeting at 10.
rotaract meeting at 730.

feel so guilty. sigh.
11:08 PM


minute post

doing a one minute post now.
lots of things to rush and do.
even though the pre u sem group have relief most of my work.
sigh. gogo helpfsc symposium.
must do my part for pre u sem too.
better make up after this week. =)

the pullover not everyone replied yet.
sigh.
11:20 PM


thai study trip

came back yesterday night.
and slept all the way to 2 plus today.

left on tuesday evening.
since we managed to get the night flight.
sat the SQ632 to Bangkok.
transited to Manhattan hotel.
everyone so shagged and went to sleep.

woke up 630 on wednesday morning.
ate breakfast and set off to World Bank office.
a not-so-useful 1hour video conference.
went to thailand's tallest building for lunch.
77th storey. woo.
still have clowns to entertain. damnn funy. haha.
food was great. many many types. =)
after a super sumptous meal comes sleep.
took a bus to NangRong PDA centre. 4half hour trip.
reached at 6. briefing/lecture. checked in at 7pm.
ate at the restaurant inside the site.
sat beside the lake. darn nice.
heavy briefing and went back dorms.
edmund came over play cards and bunk with me and leon.

woke up 7 in the morning.
wash up and had breakfast.
went to visit the site and factories.
traveled to out site factories.
went back main site for lunch.
bused to a village.
talk on youth empowerment and their achievements.
tour their internet facilities.
planted 20 trees in all to commemorate our visit. =)
so fun. journey back to bangkok. 4half hours.
reached and checked into Manhattan.
went to robinsons to shop and eat diner.
bought alcohol and instant noodles for night.
drank and played poker. though abit loud.

woke up 7. wash up and breakfast.
went to unesco. lecture.
inspiring ambassadors and interns from other countries.
after this went for buffet lunch.
rushed to unicef. late again.
interesting talk.
went to mbk shopping mall at evening.
eat and shop. though got nothing to buy.
partied and had fun. last night in thai.

woke up 630 again. really damn shag.
went to pda for lecture and discussion.
damn good lol. and had alot of fun in discussion.
hahaha. then went to condom and cabbages restaurant for lunch!
got condom trees, clothes. so interesting.
then also got free condoms base on two size- democrats and republicans.
hahaha. then bought some merchandise in their shop.
went to airport after that.
waited and boarded SQ625.
reached Singapore at 10 plus.

watched stepup 2-the streets today.
with deline dewei and bro.
not bad. but the first one is still nicer.
ate at botak jones for dinner.

going genting tomorrow! woohoo.
really should mug damn hard next semester.
8:50 PM


packing

just returned from piano exams.
sigh. please let me pass. haha.
i also donno. some dumb mistakeS bah.
its over anyway.

not in the mood to pack now anyway.
but still got to. toilet paper here i come.
meeting at airport at 610.
flight at 840. 2 half hour of stoning.

finally headache subsided a bit.
peach tea solved it. =)
hair's freaking long and irritating me.
gotta cut when i come back.
1:54 PM


fly away

feeling darn sick now. lol.
throat pain and flu for whole day.
sigh.

went out with max to buy his stuff.
and also found a long sleeve shirt.
just nice.

tomorrow is piano practical exam.
hopefully no problem.
and later the day, will be going thailand!

away till saturday night.
SQ632-SQ625.
10:37 PM


IT fair

bough a 500gb external harddisk.
maybe im really mad. lol.
never mind. just got to store 200,000 of 2.5mb photos.
well. it stated. storage for over 20 years. LOL.

went malaysia in the morning.
abit nuts i know. but its nothing much anyway.
visited mum's relative. ate lunch.
took pics with the kids.
came back and met up with leon for IT fair.
ate carls jr. damn full.

had a dream last night.
so out of sudden. and yet served as a reminder.
for the coming seasons and stuff.
and as if fate really did matter, it does actually
saw him across the platform on another train today. LOL.
haha. what a day. after so long.
10:34 PM


august rhapsody

AUGUST RUSH!
whoosh. that was a damn good movie man.
watched it with singchun after piano lesson.
damn nice. the august rhapsody.
the overall progression of the movie was great.
strongly recommended.
haha.

went to exchange some baht in the afternoon.
with leon, jonathan, jasmine.

bought dvds. bought my laptop cover.
brother bought for me headphones with speaker. for skype purpose.
still got my white long sleeve.
couldn get it today. tomorrow must go see see lo.
1:02 AM


hotel NP

the camp is over!
wooohooo.
was too tired to update the post yesterday.
hmm. overall the camp was great.
nj people were nice too. lol.
thanks alot to salina for the preparations and food.

the dorms in hotel NP were great.
4 room flats with fridge, boiler, and washing machine.
no gas and aircon though.
but not really needed.
since we only stay there for 1 night and its COLD at night.

my hair's grown pretty long.
my mum attributed it to the late nights.
i think so too actually. lol.
or when im sick also. haha.

went to meet jansen, kahchuan, shinny just now.
was chatting and stuff.
finally jansen got his long awaited pictures. hahaha.
12:40 AM


pre- visit preparations

sigh. the next two days will be the pre-visit camp.
to bond with the njc pp as well as our own pp.
haven pack my stuff yet. sigh
but why do we have to do presentations?
lol. it becomes a study camp. haha.
but at least the overseas trip is free of work. =)
hopefully. i think.

im still searching for my nice holiday.
where have it disappeared to? haha

i want to go IT fair this week.
anyone willing to go with me?
10:51 PM


hms society

WOOO. many thanks to manhong for informing me!
and many thanks to Ms Lynn for allowing me!
IM IN HMS SOCIETY!! WOOHOOOO!
1:06 PM


fairytales

无论我去到哪里，都会令我想起在台湾的那群朋友们。
我真的真的真的好想去台湾玩个痛快，只可惜钱跟我过不去。
若我六月跟得威到八滩岛游玩，我今年可是剖记录的出国三次。
好疯喔，真的疯了。但今年我一定要到台湾游玩，一定要。=）

miracles exist.
he taught me back then
but fairytales?
now i believe that it exists too. =)
thanks for showing me that it still existed in this world.
我相信你们一定会有情人终成眷属。=）加油喔！
2:18 AM


work

been stoning at home since i woke up.
totally no mood to do work.
oh man. im so dead. haha.
so much for holidays.
but it beats having to go school.
since work is regardless of hols or not. sigh.

next week got pre thai trip camp.
wednesday and thursday.
dorming over at kismi field.
hopefully it will be fun. =)

真想立刻去台湾玩喔。
还要等6个月。等死了啦。
4:12 PM


more time needed

things aint back to hols yet.
not any time soon i guess.
have got lots of work to busy myself with.
cant possibly relax or have a good break yet.

gotta rush the stats report tomorrow.
after so long, time to do some work.
totally don have the mood.
like anyone else.
but just got to do it.

had a great chat with jansen this afternoon.
u buck up and be more initiative! hahaha.
12:42 AM


台湾新加坡之旅终结篇

and they are gone.
today. marks the end of their visit.
really had lots and lots of fun with them during this period.
yesterday overnight stay at chalet and then flight this morning.

delayed grief. i guess.
and miss them already.
september pls come fast!
then can go taiwan find them.

and perhaps more affected due to jansen and xiaoyu.
seemed so much like a serial.
but the emotions expressed were so real.
and mutual feelings too.
heart throbs for a guy that finally found his first love.and only for 8 days.
not to forget, i lost my blueberry cheese cake at the chalet.
sigh. the cover that serviced with me for the past year.
and the stats report feedback was inside too. wooops.
more work to complete.
holidays man.

若有机会相遇，他们会紧紧地抱住互相吗？
真是期待九月的到来。但可惜那时或许会太迟了。
9:51 PM


visit

have been busy these few days.
bringing the taiwan pp out for visits.
but really fun and enjoyed it. =)

went for com serve on saturday afternoon.
chinese new year event for the old folks at queenstown.
skipped the steamboat at esther's house on sunday too.

thai trip confirmed.
11 to 15 march.
piano practical 11march too.
1:24 AM


HOLIDAYS

YAY. EXAMS FINALLY OVER!
haha. its holidays!!!

yet not so.
STILL GOT STATS REPORT TO COMPLETE!
stupid reuben. gonna eat u up one day. =)

taiwan visitors came just now.
took quite a while to come out though.
haha. tomorrow on will be their TOUR~
wooooohoooo.
12:49 AM


pray

pray, lets all.

for the coming two exams.
sociology and stats/research methods.
and not forgetting our lifespan last friday.

tertiary stress.
10:37 PM


the pianist

the pianist is such a great classic! =)
haha. love it.
but watching at such a critical period.
really abit nuts.

socio socio! tuesday. omg.
haven started. must do my best!
and stats. totally donno what reuben gonna test on.

back to my classic!
1:24 AM


kinders

thanks alot bryan for the kinders chocolate! =)
really appreciated.


5:24 PM


valentine

WOOOOOOHOOO!
its valentine day!
also know as mugging day.
tomorrow is lifespan exams.

good luck to everyone taking exams. =)
gogo! we will do our best!
10:36 PM


chumship

chumship = very close friend of same gender.
aka buddy aka machi.
lol. gotten from my text while studying.

dying. so much to cover.
and donno if its tested. ARHHH.
will work hard. and read through everything.
sigh. not even say studying.

faint.
6:14 PM


confined

have got the urge to blog out of a sudden.
voluntary confinement at home to study. sigh.
my efforts will pay off. this i must remember.

many chapters away. and only lifespan.
haven started on sociology and stats. ARHHH.
gogo. study study.

im hungry. darn
7:40 PM


it ends tonight

when darkness comes to light, it ends tonight. =)
ami's quote from tag.
at such an instance. hahaha.
thanks.

gogogo for exams! =)
we can do it. and we will.

hairy birthday VAN!
11:01 PM


CHINESE NEW YEAR

wooo. quite a while since i updated my blog.
ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
yeah. but not much atmosphere this year.
not much feeling to celebrate anyway.
no more relatives visiting on the first day.
sigh. took me so long to realise this.

poly's killing everyone! haha.
exams. omg.
still got report. lol.

going thailand on March 12-15. =)
study trip. not confirm yet though.
3:20 PM


presentations

finally! no more presentations for this sem!
12 in a semester. is this humane?
and countless essays and reports too.

next week still have ob essay and stats report.
sighsighsighsighsigh.
do we really have cny break?
rather, will there be a gathering?

exams sucks. hate exams.
1:59 PM


aftermath

work doesn seem to have depleted much despite celebrations just over.
darn. i hate so much work.
tomorrow got frs presentations.
hopefully it turns out ok. not too messy or confusing.
sigh. pbl to be submitted tomorrow though.
then friday CI presentations.
clueless for my part. though the idea of presentation is good.
omg. the torture doesn seem to end.

then next week still got ob essay and stats report.
there goes this weekend.
and when we thought we could celebrate chinese new year,
our exams just so conveniently after our chinese new year break.
so gonna fail them. just like sem 1 psych exam. sucks man.

in deep waters now. sigh.
1:46 AM


new perception

had been damn busy for the past week.
and totally shagged due to the hectic schedule.
and of course the integrated project celebration event!
NEW PERCEPTION.
yeah. totally. hope everyone will have a new perception to ipl now.

had the rehearsal on thursday.
thus didn go back to see them taking back their results.
every year, definitely some would cry, some would be happy.
just move on!

and finally on saturday.
we had our celebration event.
and everything that we had been mugging for is this.
ended sweetly, perfectly, beautifully.
proud to be the pioneer batch of psychology and community services course.
we, are the students of pcs.
it just felt so much like graduation.
the lecturers too. diploma plus honours. wooo!
1 year. and it will be over soon.

just felt so happy. and we really deserved to wear the blazers.
4:48 PM


shag

shagged. sigh.
so tired of school.
wonder how people managed the 3 years of poly that well.

emotionally drained.
emptied. fill it up again will u friend.
11:41 PM


bus

sigh. if it was a year ago.
then perhaps the time waiting for the bus wouldn be that long.
and the bus ride too.
11:24 PM


open house

haven been updating for quite long.
was very busy.
despite elearning week. so ironic.

went back to school on weds to rehearse CI.
then went to find yc and fk in library and submit stats report 1.
ate dinner at home and met fk, yc, serf, sx at eunos.
wanted to stay at fk house for the night.
but no wireless. faints.
so went straight to airport to tone there for the night instead.
reached airport at 12.
explored terminal 3. super big and nice man.
then went to terminal 2 and stayed at starbucks for the night.
had a super large chocolate cream chip for the night. =)
though super guilty after that.
didn really sleep.
spot lights really glaring at terminal 2. even at night.
then at 5 plus wen to find bk.
and they had the press conference of sending off the team singapore at 6.
the refreshment was great lol. hahaha.
van and ss reached in the morning to send bk off too.
Good luck to the paralympics champions of Singapore! =)

went back home to change stuff.
fk and yc came too to see my dog. haha.
then left for duty together.
had a super tiring day. from 10-6pm.
loads of people. endless flights of steps. and no sleep.
slept at 9. lol.

woke up at 830.
went for lms. then had the lms challenge.
to challenge our fears. LOL.
brought the large group of us to the convention centre.
and act really dumb. to try to trick some people.
totally not connected with our challenge lol.
whole group went to the digital effects booth.
then got a lady to explain to us the course.
and then we ended by saying,
"wow! i never knew tp has such an interesting course!"
LOL. and grace that look. HAHA OMG. poor lady.
we are sorry. its all for lms challenge. =)
then went out to the frontage and approached the ambassadors.
crapped with the cover boy matthew.
all thanks to grace also!
and also got to know elix's moday! woohoooo.
forced them to take a picture. haha.
elix's happiest day since she attended poly!
after crapping with them, we wanted to go to the tour buses and take out our atm cards.
"eh. uncle, where's ur ezlink card machine?"
but pity no time to prank them.
so went to the booth outside convention to disturb another group of ambassadors.
we stand at the booth and started singing happy birthday song to one of them.
LOL. that was damn funny la.
they really thought is her bdae. and we said is matthew told us to wish her.
and we sang the bdae song again. haha.
went back to class after that.
lunch and CI. presentation was ok. as usual bah.
went for duty at 3plus.
sheena and scout guy came at 4 plus.
jm came at 5. talked and talked.
walked to atrium and then went home at 6 plus.

duty this morning again.
not that many pp though.
and can use the lift. =)
crapped and lunch with kelyn, adelyn and ziyu.
reached home at 4.
piano 7. great as usual! =)

just heard from jessica that newsletter got to be handed in tomorrow at 2359.
how am i going to finish it? i so doubt myself.
11:21 PM


CO performance

stoned the whole day practically.
then met up fas manhong fengkai yongchuan at 6.
went to laupasa to eat. met boon keng there.
finished eating and walked to singapore convention centre.
for chinese orchestra performance.
great show tonight.
and nice 20 secs of solo! shao shiuan! lol.

performance ended at 10 plus.
the bunch of us strolled to the merlion walk.
and sat at starbucks to chill.
so nice to just laugh out loud with friends. =)
talk and joke around. =)

reached home at 12 plus.
12:51 AM


lynn marriage

happy birthday shu jiun!
happy birthday guolian!

congratulations to lynn for ur bissful marriage!
may both of u live happily ever after! =)

went to church early in the morning to see lynn's marriage.
at 10 sharp, it started.
and so sweet lol. haha.
took some pictures with her.
wasn't invited to the lunch celebrations at first.
but she was nice and squeezed us on the list.
so we are really lucky. thanks alot lynn!
went to conrad ballroom for the lunch.
the food was great. and really nice.
left for home at 4.
went for piano at 7.

the hot chick. lol.
8:32 PM


ambivalence

had frs and ob tests in these two days.
should say quite screwed. lol.
just not enough time to finish the content.
there goes my gpa. haha.
got to buck up!

a period of ambivalence.
11:25 PM


7th Jan

Happy Birthday Warrick!

just wait for chinese new year "break".
tired any longer. and it just started.
eat some choco cookies and live through it.
no more of that. and to anyone.

i will wait. till then.
12:00 AM


dreams

sunday noon.
wooo. great sun. great weather.
doesn correlate with mood though. haha.

dreams are plenty.
in this room of empty.
shoo they refused to.
and one became two.

hazard. hazard. hazard.
someone help me.
or might just liv in my dream.

quite a few written assignments done.
though more presentations and stuff to come.
5 more weeks! and exam. faints.
great chinese new year for the next 5 years.
sigh.

frs and ob test.
7th and 8th.
later gotta study.

open house 17th to 19th.
any souls that really got nothing to do are welcomed.
11:54 AM


back

back to school.
like not much difference haha.
since its only 2 weeks break.

reuben late due to urgent prob.
and my research had significant results!
woooohooo. abit unexpected.
was prepared to null it already.

presentations tomorrow.
get it over and done with tomorrow man. =)
rehearse till its in my head. =)

thunder by boys like girls.
11:26 PM


first

today marks jan 1. 2008.
was at home whole day mugging frs essay.
abit late but still. early. haha
gogo people.
finish this week and we can relax a bit.
and sorry to gek for not going to ur house warming.
was busy rushing the essay.

had a dream yesterday. or maybe this morning.
thought it was real. how dumb.
reality seems so harsh to me eh.
flood me with these dreams.
inner desires. whatever man. haha.
maybe one day it might come true.
i really hope. to be back as good as previously. =)

new year resolution?
give me back 2006. =)
11:44 PM


goodbye

went yuan pin house to stayover yesterday.
me pin jr kc limin huiling jiahui.
though jiahui never stayover.
got tonne of work undone.
just like me too. jiayou!
had lots and lots of food.
totally cannot finish.
had mahjong. soccer.
then mahjong all the way to 7.
nuts man. damn fun though!

woke up at 11.
ate prata after that.
went back home and slept the whole afternoon.
packed my stuff and went for dinner.

and tonight alone at home.
in my new room.
though still in a big mess.
but really great now! haha
and thanks to my parents whom painted my room for me.
lol. haha. its just not the right time for me.
haha. excuses.

many many things happened in the course of one year.
and particularly this year. thats gonna pass real soon.
archived my thoughts. and rather inconsistant ones.
that resurfaces once awhile. sigh
at least everyone is having their fun now.
goodbye. 2007.
11:59 PM


stars, moon, sky

as the year comes to an end.
soon. real soon. just a couple of days more.
got to wrap up 2007.

went for piano lesson in the morning.
shifted up since going out in the afternoon.
was a great lesson! =)
thanks alot keith for the file!
and teaching me to play the songs. =)
such fortunate to have u as my teacher. haha
sky-tian kong.

then went out to meet sc, jinhui, jingpei.
took 165 to amk hub.
winter time in bus.
walked for half an hour or so.
took train down to marina for steamboat!!
sat there from 5 plus to 8 plus.
3 hours busted my stomach. haha
but totally enjoyed it. =)
bus-ed back to marina and walked to nicoll highway.
took some pics.
slacked at starbucks after that.
left to raffles and train-ed back.

sometimes its just nice to walk down the singapore river isle.
in the awakening of the white circle,
the countless shimmering dots,
and of course with a couple of friends.
or just u and a friend.
where time is slow moving and all that u can spend.
where jokes and fun are never depleting
where sharing and laughter never ends

thanks to the three of them for giving me christmas presents!
love the cancer steel egg that sc gave!
love the pen and hp stap that jngpei gave!
love the card and everything that is written by jinhui!
really made my supposedly mundane hols to be lively. =)
thanks for the time out. and jinhui for organising!
11:39 PM


slaves

stayed at home the whole day.
slack, piano, and cleared my future room.
haha. my room!!!

opening out to all slaves or future slaves:
help me paint my room!

rewards: quality time with me. =)
and u might have the chance to sign on the wall. =)
11:05 PM


layouts

went school again at 11.
to do some work.
and went kwan house at 4 to play mj.
he is darn luck-less.
poor him. and he is still bent on playing for the next few days.

was doing ob slides.
but the layout simply killed me.
different layouts. sigh.
don kill me pp. haha.

piano practise tomorrow!
11:10 PM


gain

went to school in the afternoon.
for some photo shoot thing. haha.
should be ok bah. lol.
then went library to do some work before it closes.

essays! keep going. lol.
tomorrow reuben not coming school.
cause sick. what a lecturer. haha.
well. shall give it to him since he is still young at heart.

going school again tomorrow.
and hopefully run.
im gaining weight.
and width. not height.

Boxing day!
and of course coupled with soccer! =)
10:39 PM


christmas

its christmas today!
the season of giving! =)

and i gave all my time to sleep.
lol. slept till 11 plus.
and nap in the afternoon till 6pm.
feel like sleeping now again.

tired. though for nothing.
be prepared for the coming term.
come to think of it.
1 year has passed just like that.
though poly slower by half a year to become year 2,
its still fast. 1 year has passed just like that.

perhaps its now that we can see who stayed.
through the course. and who drifted.
rather have a small circle of great buddies.
and serf will always taunt me with her bf.
best friend eh. hahaha.
cause im still searching for mine.
or perhaps i have already found.
not one but a bunch of them.

merry christmas!
peace out.
10:43 PM


christmas

1st post!
merry christmas!
take care everyone!
12:00 AM